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Name: caitlan
Country: United States
State: Hawaii
Gender: Female
Interests: writing, acting, vollyball, flute, friends, guys  , too impatient to write more
Expertise: wouldnt you like to know... ;-)
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
2/19/2003
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| so the phils are in the world series again.
go figure.
2 more to go... we can do it!!!
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| So Tim and I are officially boyfriend/girlfriend. We made it official on the 24th of September, just a few days after my last post saying how I thought things could get serious. It's been really good so far. Definitely working really well right now :) Not sure how we're capable of making our crazy schedules work so that we see each other as much as we do... but it seems to be working okay so far.
Been crazy busy the last couple weeks... I actually stayed in most of this past weekend and it was glorious. I'm back at darts... bowling has started back up... and of course, volleyball and trivia and wings still. And to top it off, I've started working back at New York and Company, except this time I'm working at the new one that's 5 minutes from my house where Jillian is the manager. I think I'll like it better than Deptford there. Definitely a little less crazy.
Well I guess the only other major thing right now is that the Phils are in the World Series again!!!! I'm so pumped. And it's looking like we're going to be playing the Yankees (though I would love to see the Angels beat those smug bastards). But I guess it'll be even better when we beat those smug bastards. Cause while the Yankees are good, I think we have a better team than last year... I mean yeah, our pitching has its moments... but overall I think they are coming through in a clutch time. I went to game 1 of the NLDS, it was great. I want to try to go to a World Series game... but I'm realistic, I'm probably not going to be able to afford those tickets. Unless for some reason, I make the second chance drawing for the world series tickets lottery. But either way, GO PHILS! Let's do this one for Harry!
My life has been pretty decent lately with being so busy, with Tim, and with the Phils... can't really complain. I guess there's just a few instances of where some of my friends are kind of pushing my limits. And I'm getting to a point where I'm not sure if it's time to throw in the towel or continue to be around for them for when they do snap out of whatever it is they are going through. I feel the same way about my cousin Andrew... I mean the last couple years he's changed into a person I'm not sure I would necessarily be friends with if I wasn't his cousin... but as of late, he's been really bad. And its pushing on my last, and I mean very last, nerve. But unlike a friendship, I can't just severe ties. I'm kinda stuck with him and to be honest, I do consider him one of my closest cousins, I just have to figure out how to deal with this and be around for when he comes crashing down off of whatever trip he's on right now. Because Lord knows, whether its relatively soon or if it's a few years from now... he's going to need his family when he hits his rock bottom of sorts. But I think he may be getting close to it now and hopefully we can get past this and he'll go back to normal.
Otherwise life is decent. Need to kick myself into gear on some things and that's about it.
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| if you only live to be one hundred, then that's only one hundred falls, summers, springs and winters you'll experience. when you look at it like that, it doesn't seem like that many. i hate that time seems to fly by... i feel like i never truly experience the seasons they way they should be experienced. too much to do, too little time. gotta find a way to change that. | | |
| last time i updated was before my birthday. eek a lot has happened since then. so, my birthday. the party was pretty good. i had a good time with most of my closest friends (sans a few, tho most of them had a good reason for not being able to make it). partied till about 5am. i'm really glad i have some of the friends i do, they can be really awesome. tim came down for the party - brought me beautiful flowers (in my favorite colors too - tho not sure if he knew they were my favorite colors at the time). there'll be more about him later in the entry though. overall we had a great time playing kings, beer pong, rockband, wii sports and just drinking and hanging out. The following weekend was labor day weekend.... went to dorney park with matt on saturday, it was fun, no lines whatsoever and it was nice to see him, albeit a little awkward. sunday was timmy's 7th birthday party, it was nice to see the family. and then i headed up to andrew's so that i could head up to jersey city with him, brian and tim. we had a great time up there. we partied/stayed at amber's apartment. the view was amazing, right on the river, 37 stories up. got some really awesome pictures of new york city. we played a lot of pong (team regosch - do it for fran!), drank a lot seltzer and cranberry vodka (well i did at least) ... headed out to the bars in hoboken. got into an EPIC argument with brian over john mayberry, jr and his validity as a baseball player. brian thinks he sucks and shouldn't be on the phils or any team. i believe he used the word worthless. i just think brian is nuts. but we went back and forth about mayberry's merits and such. it was amusing. especially when one of the barbacks (or maybe it was a bartender) had to ask us to bring it down a level. overall labor day weekend was a great time :) Rascal flatts was the following weekend and pjs and rockband at gurneys on saturday night. and sunday was a double header for the phils. 8 of us (me, dan, john, mandy, gurney, beth, lee and brian) headed over to the early game. tailgated. created a new drunk wiffle ball game - courtesy of dan... it was a great time. watched the first game, came home, napped for a few and then headed back to the night game with my sister. it was a lot of fun. and of course, as if i don't get enough phils - i went to the game on tuesday with tim too. this weekend was rockband party at gurney's - yay for beatles rockband. and then saturday was a wedding with tim. we had such a great time. he might be the best wedding date yet (well technically i was his date, but you know what i mean). the food was great, the house and set up was beautiful and the dancing was fun! I had a really good time meeting his family - his parents are so nice and i got along really great with his mom. stayed the night there and then got brunch with them sunday. headed to the hospital to see my grandmom, who seems to be doing okay-ish. then back to holland to hang out with tim and andrew at HBH to watch some football. decent sunday for sure. okay so onto tim. i definitely like him. things have been going really well. we hang out a lot... he's started coming to my trivia on tuesday nights and i've been to a few of his on thursday nights. we get a long really great and our personalities seem to click. he's a really nice guy without being over the top nice. like i was telling andrew on sunday, i could see things getting serious with him. and i think i'm okay with that. i think i'm ready to settle down again of sorts. so i guess we'll see where things go. otherwise, life is crazy as usual. between volleyball, trivia, now wings on wednesdays with dan and crew, darts starts back up soon, fall bowling starts in 2 weeks. good times. | | |
| i feel like i used to know how the emotions portrayed in the song actually felt. not saying i feel that way anymore, but when i heard this song i felt like at some point or another in my life i was able to relate to it. And I love the phrase: "Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all." So true. Need You Now by Lady Antebellum
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
To me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now
Ooo, baby, I need you now | | |
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